no idea!

there is to much going on in my head, there is so much going on in my head i cant make sense of it all! i have no idea what to do with myself, i have no idea where to go and i have no idea what to say and finally i dont how to stop this. people who i used to be so close to now hate me? dont blame them tbf.. there is not much i can do now there is only a few people i have left and there the ones that mean the most! i dont fit in at home it doesnt feel right there.